Wednesday 30 June 2021

The Best of Men – Film Review

 

Originally published on Set The Tape


Originally having aired on the BBC in the summer of 2012, as part of the celebration of the Olympic games coming to the UK, The Best of Men tells the story of Dr Ludwig Guttmann (Eddie Marsan), a German doctor who fled to the UK during World War II, and whose pioneering work with paraplegic patients would not only lead to these men regaining a semblance of their normal lives, but the founding of the Paralympic Games.

The film begins in 1944, when Dr Guttmann is transferred to the Stoke Mandeville Hospital, where he’s to work with soldiers injured in the war. These men have a range of different spinal injuries and varying degrees of paralysis, but one thing they have in common is how everyone else sees them. They’re seen as broken, unable to be made better, and good only to lay in bed and receive sympathy. Guttmann has something else in mind, and completely changes the hospital’s approach.

At first, this is met with hostility from other doctors, and even his own ward nurses, but over time the patients are weaned off their sedation, their bed sores are treated, and they begin to act like people once again. Pushing for more help for his patients, Guttmann uses sports and games to help build their physical strength and confidence, and with his patients happy and thriving he sets out to hold a series of games on the hospital grounds to show the world that just because these men are disabled it doesn’t mean that they shouldn’t be treated as less than everyone else.



Despite being billed as a film about the birth of the Paralympic Games, much of the film isn’t really about that. Instead, it’s about how different things were for these men before Guttmann arrived, and how he changed medicine’s approach to paraplegic patients. To begin with no one likes Guttmann, not even his patients, and much of the film focuses on him winning them over and helping these men to see that they still have lives worth living.

There are several patients that the film focuses on, but the two that gain the most attention are William (George MacKay) and Wynne (Rob Brydon). William is a young man, barely into his twenties, who feels that his life is over, who can’t see a way through his injuries. His parents see him as barely more than a child to be pitied, and his father even says at one point it would have been kinder if he’d have been killed in the war. Wynne, on the other hand, is more outgoing and fun loving, and has a wife and children at home who don’t see him any differently now that he’s in a wheelchair, who just want him back. But we see over the course of the film that it’s Wynne’s own fears that are making his return difficult for him.



Through these two characters the audience gets to see different sides of abelism, internal and external, and how these can adversely affect people’s lives. Wynne has to learn that he can’t allow his disability to rule him, and that he still has a lot worth living for; whilst William has the opposite journey, and needs to show his parents what he already knows, that his life is far from over and he’s more than capable of living a wonderful life. Bot MacKay and Brydon play these parts brilliantly, and put a lot of emotion and depth into these roles.

All of this is thanks to Guttmann, thanks to his refusal to give in to the established way of doing things. He doesn’t take no for an answer and always pushes to give his patients the best, to do whatever is needed to help make them better. Marsan plays him wonderfully, and it’s brilliant to see how the other characters around him slowly change. They go from open hostility to understanding, and eventually love as his staff and patients see him for the amazing man he is, even go so far as affectionately calling him ‘pop-pop’. He’s a man who has seen some of the worst of humanity but refuses to be anything but the best.

The film ends by giving the audience some further information on this amazing figure and what he started. Having fled to the UK as a German Jew he not only found sanctuary and safety here, but a home. He changed the way the medical world saw disabled people, and he was such an important figure he was awarded a knighthood for his actions. And the games he started, that began on the grounds of Stoke Mandeville Hospital with some 40 competitors, have become one of the largest sporting events in the world, with more than 4,000 competitors from over 100 countries competing. I didn’t know how amazing Dr Guttmann was, and how much he changed the world for the better, but this film introduced me to a man who should be celebrated for his work.


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Tuesday 29 June 2021

The Book of the Baku by R.L. Boyle - Book Review

 


Originally published on Set The Tape


'Sean hasn't been able to speak a word since he was put into care, and is sent to live with his granddad, a retired author whom he has never met before. Suddenly living an affluent life, nothing like the world of the estate he grew up in, where gangs run the streets and violence is around every corner, Sean spends his time drawing, sculpting and reading his granddad's stories.

'But his granddad has secrets of his own in his past. As he retreated to the shed, half-buried in his treasured garden, Sean finds one of his stories about The Baku , a creature that eats the fears of children.

'Plagued by nightmares, with darkness spreading through the house, Sean must finally face the truth if he s to have a chance to free himself and his grandfather from the grip of the Baku.'

The Book of the Baku follows Sean, a teen who's having to move in with a grandfather he's never met before following a family tragedy that's forced him to leave his home, and caused him to become mute. His social workers tell him that he needs to confront his trauma in order to move on, to get his voice back, and that he can't just hide away from what happened to him; but Sean's having trouble facing up to what happened. He's blocking out his friends, and retreating into his art.

Luckily for Sean, his grandfather seems to understand that Sean needs his own time and space, and converts his home conservatory into a bright new art studio for his grandson. He buys Sean stacks of art supplies, and encourages him to pursue his passions. At first, everything seems to be going well between the two of them, despite them struggling to get to know each other for the first time.

Things change, however, when Sean discovers a collection of horror stories in his granddads library, 'The Book of the Baku'; which Sean's grandfather wrote himself years ago. The stories tell of children haunted by awful nightmare, and how they give these nightmares over to the mythic Baku, a statue that can eat their bad dreams. But when Sean starts to have these nightmares himself, and starts to see the Baku he begins to fear that the creature might be real, and that it's coming for him. Now he has to try to avoid dreaming, avoid letting the Baku in closer to him whilst his grandfather retreats back into his writing shed, zombie like, and the house begins to decay around them both. 

At first I thought The Book of the Baku was going to be a pure horror story, a book about monsters and nightmares. It ticks a lot of those boxes, and the nightmares and short stories that fill the pages of the novel are incredibly chilling at times; but it soon became apparent that the book was going to be a lot more than watching this boy struggle against supernatural forces. The book is as much about trauma and loss than it is anything else; and I'm not entirely convinced that the Baku itself isn't just a manifestation of the grief Sean's living with. Though the book refuses to give clear answers one way or another, and the monster could very well be real.

Throughout the book we learn more and more about Sean through flashbacks scattered across the narrative. These moments take us back to a time before Sean moves in with his grandfather, before he fell mute, when is life was somewhat happy. Having grown up in a poor neighbourhood, Sean has had to struggle most of his life, and has had to mature quickly. Yes, he and his close friends still play childish games, but they live a life where drink, drugs, and gang violence are a constant part of their lives. Sean has had to struggle and fight for what he has, and it shows that he was a very strong young man, and raises the question of what would have been so awful as to traumatise him so much.

R.L. Boyle is very clever at giving you enough hints at what this could be through these flashbacks, enough possible scenarios that you're constantly trying to work out what it might have been. There are a few possibilities I came up with throughout the flashbacks, and they were not only all wrong, but all so much better than what really happened to Sean. I'm not going to say what happened to him, as it would completely ruin the book, but when I found out it broke me. I'm not ashamed to say that I genuinely wept, that the book brought out floods of tears and all I wanted to do was to give Sean a huge hug and tell him everything was going to be okay.

Even though the book is about monsters, ghosts, and horror stories on a surface level it's so much deeper than that, and it deals with grief and trauma so beautifully, and made it one of the most emotionally affecting books I've ever read. I've seen the book being compared to A Monster Calls, and that's an incredibly apt comparison. I can see the people who loved that book loving this one, and it deserves to be as loved, recognised, and awarded as it was. The Book of Baku is not only the best book I've read this year, but perhaps one of the best I've ever read, and it needs to be read by everyone.


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Monday 28 June 2021

Wendy, Darling by A.C. Wise - Book Review


 

Originally published on Set The Tape


'For those that lived there, Neverland was a children's paradise. No rules, no adults, only endless adventure and enchanted forests - all led by the charismatic boy who would never grow old.

'But Wendy Darling grew up. She left Neverland and became a woman, a mother, a patient, and a survivor. Because Neverland isn't as perfect as she remembers. There's darkness at the heart of the island, and now Peter Pan has returned to claim a new Wendy for his lost boys...'

Peter Pan has always been a popular character, thanks to the love the original book received, and the hit of the Disney film, it's a character that has been re-imagined and reinvented time and time again. But in the majority of those re-tellings it's always been about the wonder of Neverland, about how amazing Peter is, and how positive an impact the adventure had on Wendy and her brothers. A.C. Wise throws this out, instead focusing on the darkness just behind the scenes of Neverland, and how adventuring with Peter Pan isn't always a good thing.

Wendy, Darling explores the character of Wendy across multiple periods of her life, with these different stories weaving in and out of the main narrative to give readers a slowly unfolding insight into one of the most famous characters in children's literature. After returning from Neverland things have not been good for the Darling children. Their parents died on the Titanic, Michael was injured in World War One and suffers from traumatic PTSD, and Wendy, who refuses to stop talking about Neverland, is sent to an institution.

Despite these awful things, we get to see Wendy as a happily married woman, with a daughter of her own. However, when Peter appears one night and decides to take Jane, Wendy's daughter, to Neverland we not only get to see Wendy going after them, determined to bring her daughter home, but also discover much of what's happened to her over the years; including the torment and love she discovered whilst locked away.

Wendy, Darling isn't a book about Peter, or Neverland, despite it giving readers a new and somewhat drastic explanation for the character and his world. Instead, the book is about Wendy and the strength she has built up over the years. We see much of this over the two time periods that we follow Wendy. The first begins in 1917, when John has decided that he's been left no choice but to take Wendy to the St. Bernadettes asylum to stop her ravings about Neverland and the rages it brings out in her from hurting their youngest brother, who's still dealing with his own mental scars from the war. The second, set in 1931, follows Wendy as she travels back to Neverland to rescue her daughter.

I honestly thought that our of the two of these I would find the one where Wendy returns to Neverland and has to confront the people and places from her past would be the most exciting part of the book, especially as Wise explores the more horrific elements of the story; and whilst these sections are great, I don't think that they really hold a candle to how good the intervening years are.

The Wendy we see enter St. Bernadettes is something of a spoilt and angry woman, one who's had to deal with her own share of hardships yes, but who ultimately doesn't think that she can be wrong about anything because she was the only Darling sibling to remember Neverland. She has an arrogance to her that quickly becomes checked once she's locked away far from home, and it's through her trials there that we get to really see her grow as a person.

The book took some surprising turns along the way, and I was honestly not expecting the author to make certain choices that they did. But the way Wendy's story was crafted really drew me in, and I realised that I was more invested in learning how she eventually got out of the asylum and became a mother and wife over what she would find at the heart of Neverland.

I loved how I was expecting to be taken on a grand adventure, but instead got a complex and engaging character driven story, one that dealt with grief and trauma, loss and family, and most of all was about love. Not just Wendy's love as a mother though, but queer love too, about deep love as friends, and how family can form in some less traditional combinations. I was never expecting the book to do this, but the fact that it did made it all the more worth reading.

Wendy, Darling will appeal to people who have a soft spot for Peter Pan, who read the books and watched the movies, but it'll also appeal to a lot more people than that. It's focus on a strong female lead, about the strength that women have inside them, and the power to overcome insurmountable odds make this not just a magical fair tale, but a powerful feminist story too.


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Sunday 27 June 2021

Rick by Alex Gino - Book Review

 


'Rick's never questioned much. He's gone along with his best friend Jeff even when Jeff's acted like a bully and a jerk. He's let his father joke with him about which hot girls he might want to date even though that kind of talk always makes him uncomfortable. And he hasn't given his own identity much thought, because everyone else around him seemed to have figured it out.

'But now Rick's gotten to middle school, and new doors are opening. One of them leads to the school's Rainbow Spectrum club, where kids of many genders and identities congregate, including Melissa, the girl who sits in front of Rick in class and seems to have her life together. Rick wants his own life to be that ... understood. Even if it means breaking some old friendships and making some new ones.

'As they did in their groundbreaking novel George, in Rick, award-winning author Alex Gino explores what it means to search for your own place in the world ... and all the steps you and the people around you need to take in order to get where you need to be.'

I discovered the existence of Rick shortly after finishing Alex Gino's first book, George, and because of how much I loved that book I knew that I wanted to read this sequel novel. Whilst I had something of a personal connection to George, thanks to being trans and having dealt with a lot of the topics that book covered, I was excited to see what Gino would do with the character of Rick, who had briefly appeared in the previous book, and how they would cover the topic of asexuality. 

The book follows the character of Rick, a young teen moving up to middle school and facing big changes in his life. Not only is he going to a new school with new routines, and potentially new friends, but his home life has changed too, with his older sister moving off to college making him the oldest child in the house. Rick is nervous about these new challenges, but is prepared to face them alongside his best friend, Jeff. The two of them have been friends forever, and Rick thinks the world of Jeff, but once they reach middle school Rick begins to see that Jeff isn't the nicest guy around.

Of course, the readers have already seen this, as Jeff was the bully who tormented Melissa in the previous book, and here Rick begins to realise that Jeff hasn't really changed since then either. This growing change in how Rick thinks about Jeff is exacerbated when Jeff begins to torment other students, and pick on the LGBTQ+ club within the school. This not only bothers Rick because it's wrong, but because he's been secretly attending the club, trying to figure out his own sexuality; or lack of one, as Rick begins to discover the term asexual, and thinks it might be something that applies to him.

Whilst I didn't love Rick as much as I did George, which made me cry a few times whilst reading it, I really liked this book, and wished that it was a lot longer than it was so that I could spend more time with these characters and their stories. Whilst George was about being yourself in relation to discovering and being true to your gender Rick is about being yourself in other ways. It seems to want to teach its readers that people change as they grow, and the plot of Rick and Jeff's changing relationship is a big part of this. It's telling its young readers that sometimes friendships you may have had for years can change, or even end, because who you are as people don't align any more; and there's nothing wrong with ending a friendship if it becomes toxic or damaging.

This is one of the main thrusts of the book, and the scenes where Rick is discovering that he doesn't really like Jeff anymore are some important ones; especially when the situation comes to a head and they have a confrontation. I'm sure that everyone reading this has had friendships drift apart or break over the years, sometimes because people we see as good friends become people harmful to us. It's something that anyone can experience, and it's good to teach young readers that there's nothing to say you have to keep toxic friendships, and that ending them can sometimes be a good thing.

The main plot of the book, however, is Rick learning more about himself. Over the course of the book Rick's parents are asking him if he's found any boys or girls at school that take his eye, if he's developed any crushes yet, or even wants to date anyone. They know he's coming to an age where kids start to gain an interest in dating and relationships, but it's not something that Rick himself seems to think about much. He even sees it happening at school, especially with Jeff ogling, half the girls in their class. Despite this, he realises he's just not interested in any of it. 

Even though Rick is told that he's 'just a late bloomer', that he'll eventually come to realise that he's attracted to someone and will want to pursue them he's not too sure. He feels certain that it's something he's never going to be interested in. As such, he begins to research if there might be a reason for this, if there's something wrong with him. This leads him to discover asexuality, and over the course of the book Rick realises that this not only applies to him, but learns to open up about it with others.

His journey to self acceptance is a nice one, and he never worries about what this could mean for him in the future, if he'll end up alone because he's not attracted to other people. This is a plot point I've seen used in other books that deal with asexuality, where people will be told they'll be lonely if they don't find a partner; but Rick seems to understand from a early age that this isn't the case, and that his friendships mean that he won't be alone. And we get to see him make these new friendships through him joining the school queer society; where he meets a fun and varied bunch of kids.

The children in the school LGBTQ+ club help Rick to understand and accept himself, but are also a great gateway into talking about other parts of the queer society in this book. There are gay, lesbian, and bisexual kids, as well as trans and non-binary students. Gino is able to use this club to raise awareness of other parts of the rainbow family, as well as teaching about pronouns. They also bring back Melissa from the first book, and her relationship with Rick is one of the nicest parts of the story.

I really enjoyed Rick, I thought that it was a lovely exploration of an often overlooked part of the queer community, and it explained this and other parts of the LGBTQ+ community well to younger readers, and showed young queer kids that not only are they not alone in the world, but that they will be able to find decent friendships and community. 


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Friday 25 June 2021

Know My Place by Eve Ainsworth - Book Review

 


'A teenager's longing for family and a place to call home is poignantly portrayed in this heartfelt and ultimately uplifting story of life in the foster-care system.

'Feeling betrayed when her long-term foster placement breaks down, Amy is sent to live with a new family, the Dawsons. Although initially reluctant to trust them, she eventually starts to let down her guard. But just when it seems like she's found her forever family, she hears a telephone call that suggests things aren't going to work out. Will Amy be abandoned again - or does she dare hope that she might finally have found home?'

Barrington Stoke books have never shied away from handling what some people would class as 'heavy' topics for younger readers. These are things that can range from poverty, to depression, the climate emergency, and even bereavement. Whilst some might see these topics as being too 'big' for children, or possibly even too sad to put into children's literature these are things that children are actually living. Whether it be themselves or people they know children today will have to deal with these things, so these issue more than belong in children's books.

Know My Place covers the topic of care and the foster system, and how hard it can be for children who have to move from home to home, trying to find a good fit for themselves. The book follows Amy, a young teen who has been in the foster system for a number of years; ever since her grandmother passed away suddenly. With her grandmother being her sole parental figure and family Amy is placed in the foster system. Sadly, this doesn't work well for her, and she's had trouble finding a home since.

Her last placement came to an end following a confrontation with her foster sister, a girl who had been bullying Amy since she moved in. With her foster mother unable to cope with the situation, partly due to failing health, Amy is moved to live with the Dawson family. At first she's unsure if she should even try to give it a chance, due in large part to expecting it to fail like the last placement; but eventually she begins to find a little happiness with the Dawson's. However, when Amy overhears Mrs Dawson speaking on the phone she begins to suspect that this home isn't right for her either.

Know My Place deals a lot with the themes of identity and loss, an through Amy and her struggles we see that trying to fit in and be yourself can be even harder for teenagers who don't have somewhere where they feel safe. Whilst Amy isn't in any physical or psychological danger with the Dawson's her inability to ever truly let her guard down, to feel comfortable, really has a effect on her mental health.

We see a young girl who desperately wants to feel safe, to have a home and a family, to be able to say 'this is where I belong, and this is where I'm happy', yet is unable to find it. It's not hard to see why, as across the course of the book we see more and more about what happened to her in her previous placement, but it's still kind of sad to see the Dawson's showering her with affection and kindness and it still not being enough for Amy to feel safe.

Sadly, this isn't a story that's completely made up, and there are going to be a lot of young people living through similar situations, dealing with these kinds of issues. Hopefully though they'll be able to read books like this, to see Amy's journey and see that there is hope of a happy ending. This is what makes books like this so much more special, the fact that it's not just a story, but a book that can help young people struggling to find their place in the world hope for something better for themselves. 

Eve Ainsworth does a great job of making the book feel incredibly genuine and real. It would have been easy for this kind of topic to slip into melodrama, to have it end up reading like an exaggerated soap opera than the real world, but she brings a lot of honesty and understanding to the story; making it a really sensitive read. Whether you're buying this book for a child who's been through the foster system or not, not only will this book educate them on the struggles faced by those going through it, it'll also show them why empathy and understanding of others is something that's vital to everyone, and how without it a lot of people can end up hurt. An absolute must read for any kids.


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Thursday 24 June 2021

The Book of the Baku - R. L. Boyle Interview

 

After reading through the new horror release from Titan Books, The Book of the Baku, I spoke with its author, R.L. Boyle, to talk about how she went about writing such an amazing and emotional book. My review for the book can currently be found here.


Your story follows a teen who’s mute for much of the book, and pretty much the only times we get to hear him speak are in flashback sequences, did this make Sean harder to write in any ways or was it freeing not having to worry about what he’d have to say in scenes?

It was a challenge, as so much of character is revealed in dialogue, but it helped to know what Sean would say if he could speak. By writing his internal responses, at times you could almost get a conversation going, like in those scenes with Miraede and Grandad. 

The fact that the reader knows his internal responses, but the characters in the story don’t, hopefully further highlights his isolation, too. We see his growing fondness for his grandad and how upset he is when the old man begins to pull away from him, but his grandad has no idea. It’s only the reader who sees into Sean’s struggle – of course, without understanding the reason why he can’t speak – and we know he is far more engaged with what other characters in the story are saying than they realise.  


Sean is something of an artist, and it’s a big passion of his throughout the course of the book. As a subject that’s often overlooked or made light of how important do you think art is for young people?

Art is definitely a huge deal for young people and considering the fact it’s been shown to improve pretty much every aspect of learning and development, I genuinely don’t understand how it doesn’t factor more prominently in schools and education.  

I think it is too often viewed as an extravagance where really it sits at the very core of learning. Empathy, understanding, creative thinking, self-confidence, all these things grow from play, from reflection, from sharing, from creating. It’s not only how young people explore their feelings and emotions, but also where they find relief or escape from them. It’s how they develop flexible thinking, without which we have intolerance, lack of understanding, adults who can’t handle ambiguity. It’s only through the arts that we will develop a creative, courageous culture for kids to go out and question the world.   

And I think younger people tend to have an openness that can be more receptive to many different forms of art, perhaps because they don’t have quite as clear a vision of who they are yet... or maybe they do, and they just haven’t been moulded into something inflexible yet?! Kids are creative powerhouses and art is their oxygen. I think we owe it to them to give them the tools to foster their art, in whatever form that takes. 


The Baku itself was a fascinating entity in this book. There are hints at where the creature could have come from, but this wasn’t really explored much in the book. How much of the real world mythology of the Baku did you draw upon, and were you tempted to go into more depth about your version of the creature?

The Baku in the book is only loosely based on the mythological creature of the Baku, which has its roots in Chinese and Japanese folklore. Legend has it that if a kid wakes from a nightmare, they can summon the Baku by calling out to it three times. The Baku will then come and eat the child’s dream and rid them of it, but kids should only summon the Baku with caution, because if it is still hungry after eating the nightmare, it will eat their hopes and dreams, too. 

I remember the first (and only!) time I saw a Baku figure – I was with my husband and kids in a children’s museum in Halifax and there was this toy elephant statue beside a stack of paper slips and pencils. There was a plaque beside it which invited kids to write their nightmares down and feed them into its mouth. I’d never heard of a Baku, and even though it looked cute and friendly, something about the idea was incredibly creepy. I remember taking photos of it and wondering what it would be like to be force-fed the nightmares of children, to have to endure that for thousands of years, to bear witness to all the horrors of the world. At what point would the Baku snap? What would be the nightmare that tipped it over the edge?   

It was hard to hold back writing more about the Baku, because there is so much that can be written. But as fascinating as it is, this always felt primarily as though it was Sean’s story, so the main focus had to remain on him. 


The Baku as presented in mythology.


The stories that appear within the pages of the book that Sean reads are really chilling, and seem to draw upon some very primal fears. What inspired these short stories, and were there more that didn’t make it into the final piece?

These nightmares were the most fun to write, but also the most challenging, in that there are so many frightening creatures and situations to choose from – I could barely scratch the surface. In the end, I narrowed it down by choosing a few horrors that scare me the most, hoping that would give them a kick of authenticity! I also tried to select nightmares from different eras and cultures and countries.

But it was fascinating to think about how our fears change with the times, the evolution of anxiety. A kid living in a cave thousands of years ago will have had completely different fears to a kid of today. And kids experience fear so much more intensely. Their boundless imagination and absence of logic makes everything so terrifying.



During the flashbacks to Sean’s past you give out a number of hints as to what happened to him before he moved in with his grandfather, and there are things that made me think a number of different possibilities as to why he ended up where he was at the start of the book. Were there ever any times writing the book where you were tempted to have something a little different happen to Sean, or was it always what we find out at the end of the book?

Initially, maybe the first couple of drafts, it was a different ending, but it became increasingly clear to me that it was the wrong one. 

I remember when I was working on the ending, thinking I was writing myself away from a publishing deal. It takes guts for an agent – which I didn’t have at the time - and a publisher, to back something like this, especially in a YA book. But you can’t sugar-coat the lives of kids who live on estates like the one Sean was brought up on. If I eradicated the less palatable parts of his life from the story, then I would be doing him, and kids like him, a total disservice. It’s fiction, yes, but of course, in its own way, it’s also real. Kids like Sean do exist, and we need to hear their stories. I’m really happy neither my agent, nor the publisher, wanted to change the ending. 



Mental health and dealing with trauma is something that is still often looked at in ways that aren’t healthy, and advocates are always fighting to have mental health more accepted and recognised. Was it important to you that you explored how trauma could impact a person as part of this story?

These things are so important, and trivialising mental health only does more damage to those struggling with it and who need help. But in all honesty, that wasn’t something I was directly thinking about as I was writing. The themes emerged on their own as the plot unfolded. 

But when I realised what had happened to Sean, it was important to me to be as honest as I could be about what he was going through. I don’t really remember writing specific scenes, but I do remember writing the ending – I hadn’t planned it, but it was one of those rare occasions where it came out easily, and where I had complete trust in what I was writing, rather than the usual self-doubt. I think because it felt like the truth. 



The Book of the Baku deals with grief a lot, and examines how different people process their grief and trauma differently. Without wanting to possibly dredge up any trauma by asking, but were you inspired to write the book as a reflection of a similar journey you yourself went through? Your book is being compared to A Monster Calls, which was created by a woman dying of cancer who was processing living with that, was this book something similar for yourself?

I love that book so much, and I think the comparison with A Monster Calls comes from the fact both stories feature a young boy and their individual struggles with grief. Also, the way they both turn inward and process their feelings in the most fantastical ways. 

I can’t say I’ve lived through anything like what Sean has lived through, and if I had, I doubt I would be able to write about it. But I think, at my age, it would be impossible to say I haven’t been affected by grief or by trauma. These things inform the writing though, and perhaps I would struggle to write about them without having experienced them. 


R.L. Boyle.


As someone who’s had to deal with mental health issues and trauma myself I found the book to be an incredibly moving piece, and I thought that you brought a lot of care and attention to the issues. Because of the amount of emotion that is in the book imagine it was probably sometimes quite emotionally draining for you. was it a hard story for you to write?

I honestly don’t know that it was more difficult to write because of the content. In a way, the book carried me through quite a lot of my own personal struggles, because for over five years and over the course of writing the book, I was struggling with rheumatoid arthritis. My three kids were very young at the time, and that was pretty tough. I’m much better now than I was, but it took years to find the right medication.  

During that time, the book was escape for me. Some days I could barely move, and I was on a lot of painkilling meds and steroids, but I knew if I didn’t spend time on the book, I would feel even worse. Disappearing into this alternate world helped me enormously and so, overall, rather than feeling emotionally drained by it, I felt energised by it. 



I’m sure you probably can’t say, but the story leaves it quite open to interpretation whether the Baku and all of the horrors Sean was experiencing was real or part of his grief process, but can you say if the creature was real or not? 

I love that you ask about that, because I felt that ambiguity was really important – the constant question as you’re reading over whether the Baku is real or a manifestation of Sean’s grief. I don’t know which scenario would be the scariest and I’d love to leave that open to interpretation. 



Lastly, if people enjoyed this book (and I’d be astonished if they didn’t) what can they look forward to seeing from you in the future? Are there any upcoming projects that people should keep an eye out for?

I’m writing another YA/crossover horror novel at the moment, but it’s quite early stages. I’ve drafted the book a few times, but because I’m not a plotter, I have to go through quite a few rounds before I have anything that resembles something readable… and I’m a good way from that yet! 



Anyone interested in seeing more of R. L. Boyle's work can head over to her website to find more.


Wednesday 23 June 2021

Ellie & Abbie (And Ellie’s Dead Aunt) – Film Review

 

Originally published on Set The Tape


High school isn’t an easy time for any teen. Your hormones are going wild, you’re surrounded by other teens, and you’re struggling to figure out who you are and what you want to do with your life. When you add onto that discovering that you’re queer things can be even tougher. And this is precisely what happens to honours student Ellie (Sophie Hawkshaw) in the delightful and moving Australian comedy from first time writer director Monica Zanetti.

Ellie is a perfect student. She’s getting top marks in her classes, she’s school captain, and she’s regularly taking part in extra curricular activities. However, with the school formal fast approaching she’s worried about how she’s going to invite the person she really wants to go with, fellow classmate Abbie, played wonderfully by non-binary actor Zoe Terakes.

After failing to work up the nerve to talk to Abbie face to face, Ellie admits to her mother that she’s gay, and wants to go to the formal with another girl. Whilst this news seems to surprise her mother Ellie is even more surprised to come face to face with her aunt Tara (Julia Billington), who died before Ellie was even born. You see, Tara is Ellie’s ‘fairy’ godmother, a deceased queer relative who’s come to help guide Ellie through the trials of coming out as gay. With her ghostly aunt’s advice, Ellie sets out to talk to the girl she likes.



Ellie & Abbie (And Ellie’s Dead Aunt) is quite an odd film, but brilliantly so. It feels like the kind of film that could only be made in Australia, and is suffused with an air of whimsy and weirdness that Australian entertainment does so well. It has a ton of heart to it, it never takes itself too seriously, and it covers some pretty important and shocking things, all whilst throwing in the occasional c-bomb too.

What makes the film really good is the fact that it’s more than just two queer teens coming to admit their feelings for each other, albeit with some ghostly help. Even though that concept alone is enough to carry the film, the audience gets a second plot where we get to discover what actually happened to Tara, and why it causes her mother to worry so much for her daughter when she comes out. It goes into the historical struggle that queer people had to face, and how much was fought for for teens like Ellie and Abbie to be able to be themselves.



This story interweaves into the main narrative, and helps to add further wrinkles into the teens’ stories. It also gives the older cast members a chance to shine. Ellie’s mother, played by Marta Dusseldrop, and her ‘aunt’ Patty, played by Thor: Ragnarok actor Rachel House, are wonderful additions to the cast, and some of the best moments in the film involve their interactions with each other and Ellie. There’s one particular moment between Ellie and her mother which might be the stand-out moment of the film, and proved to be quite emotional too.

That being said, it doesn’t mean that the younger cast members aren’t given a lot to do. Sophie Hawkshaw really carries this film, as the majority of the scenes follow Ellie, and it’s through her decisions that the majority of the plot is driven. Hawkshaw is wonderful as a nervous, yet cheerily outgoing young woman; a teen who takes self affirmation a little too much to heart and believes that simply willing something to happen enough means that she’ll get it. She has an odd mixture of vulnerability and positiveness that she makes believable. Equally, Zoe Terakes is great as Abbie, the focus of Ellie’s affections, and as we learn more about them we see that their easygoing exterior is hiding a lot more than we first thought, and Terakes manages to bring a lot of depth to their performance.

Whilst Ellie & Abbie (And Ellie’s Dead Aunt) is first and foremost a romantic comedy, and a very good one at that, it’s also a film about the queer community; the struggles we’ve had in the past and the ones faced by the new generations. It’s a film about having the bravery to strive for the things you want, and to never back down in the face of adversity.


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Tuesday 22 June 2021

Quarantine Comix by Rachael Smith - Book Review

 


'Written and drawn every day during the 2020 lockdown and shared online with #QuarantineComix, 2020 Comedy Women in Print-shortlisted Rachael Smith’s delightful comics helped people who were isolated all over the world to feel connected.

'At times laugh-out-loud funny, at others bitter-sweet, philosophical or downright silly, this collection of 200 drawings tells the story of one woman overcoming loneliness and self-doubt with exquisite, wry humour and raw honesty. During a time when many feel anxious and apart from loved ones, Quarantine Comix offers relief in shared experiences.'

The last year has been very long, and very hard, for a lot of people. I say a lot of people, I think everyone really. Living with the added danger of a virus that could kill, or leave you with lifelong disabilities and health conditions, in and out of nationwide lock-downs, and dealing with selfish people who feel their unwillingness to acknowledge the virus makes them safe has all led to what I think we could all class as a year of hell. Despite how bad things have been some people have turned the darkness of the last year into something beautiful, using it to create wonderful artwork.

One such person is Rachael Smith, who over the course of 2020 produced small comic strips and shared them with the world through social media. Now, they have been collected together and produced in a printed book for the first time, allowing a whole new audience to experience her life, her thoughts, and her joys during lock-down.

Creating art during a dark period, where it's easy to allow yourself to become overwhelmed by depression isn't easy; or at least it isn't easy to still produce something that can contain a lot of joy and happiness. It would be easy to create a series of comics that simply showed the bad moments of Rachael's experiences, where she focused on her isolation from her partner, where the dark thoughts that creep into her head are the ones that get shown.

Whilst these things do feature in this book they're by no means given centre stage, and Rachael gives a pretty balanced view of her experiences. Yes, there are comics where she pines to be with her boyfriend, or she becomes overwhelmed by the dark voices in her head, but there's also the comics where she gets excited to be in her garden, where she cracks jokes about toilet paper shortages to her housemate, and where she simply finds love and comfort in her cat.

Rachael doesn't sugar coat the harder moments, but she doesn't keep the good ones to herself either. She presents a pretty balanced view of what life is like living in lock-down, where you have to balance the dark with the light. She does with with a sense of humour and whimsy that feels very real, the kind of jokes you'd make having been stuck inside with the same people for weeks at a time, jokes that are pretty ridiculous, but you can't help but laugh because they're what's getting you through.

The corona virus pandemic isn't going to be a time that people look back on fondly, and I'm expecting that it will be featured in art very sparingly for a long while, until the pain of what we've all been through has lessened quite a bit, but this book manages to show that it wasn't all bad during this time. It shows readers that despite the looming darkness there are moments of joy and wonder that we should hold on to, that make every day worth living for. I think this is a lesson this book hows well, and one that will not only help people through this pandemic, but through their entire lives.


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Monday 21 June 2021

The ABC's of Gender Identity by Devika Dalal - Book Review

 


'A is for Agender, B is for Bigender and C is for Cisgender. Welcome to the ABC of Gender Identity!

'This bright and playful A - Z introduces young readers to 26 gender identities to help raise awareness and acceptance of different genders. Gender identity is an important part of who we are, and how we express ourselves in the world, and this book aims to help children better understand themselves and those around them.

'With simple explanations, a helpful guide for adults, and a diverse cast of illustrated characters, this is the perfect book for exploring diversity, acceptance and equality with children age 5+.'

Thankfully the world is starting to understand that gender isn't just fixed to what people assume you have when you're born, and that it's extremely possible for children to know about gender from a very young age, and more importantly, if that gender doesn't fit what they were assigned at birth. However, we still like in a world where many, many people will hate you if you show any kind of gender variance, or stray from 'the norm'. Transphobia is an increasing problem, and education is one of the best ways of dealing with this.

This is what The ABC's of Gender Identity is trying to do. It's a bright and colourful resource for parents and their young children that's designed to let kids know that there's more to the world than boys and girls, that gender is a spectrum rather than a binary.

The book goes through 26 different gender identity terms and gives a simple sentence or two about them so that kids can understand what they mean. I say gender identity terms rather than gender identities like they do in the introduction, because a few of these terms have a lot of overlap, and some of them seem to be using different terms for the same kind of gender, as well as some pronouns, in order to find words for each letter of the alphabet. This isn't an issue, however, as different people will prefer different words to describe themselves, even if they're relatively the same thing, and learning that people can choose the terms that is most comfortable for them is an important lesson.

This isn't a book with a huge amount of information, it's not a resource that you're going to be turning to if you're looking to go in depth on the subject, but if you're simply looking to introduce the idea to kids, and perhaps help a child who feels unsure about their own gender it's a great resource, and hopefully one that will be included in many libraries and schools, helping to lessen the stigma trans issues.


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Sunday 20 June 2021

Tyra's Sweet Shop by Josh Bright - Book Review

 

'Tyra wants a new bike and with the help of her friends, Levi and Bambo, embark on an entrepreneurial journey for her to be able to afford one. Join Tyra and friends on this adventure and create your own mini business plan at the end.'

Tyra's Sweet Shop is a new, independently published children's book that tells the story of Tyra and her friends as they set out to start up their own mobile sweet shop in order to earn money to buy a new bike. The book is written and illustrated by Josh Bright, whose art really makes the book stand out.

The story is fairly simple, which is good for a children's story, yet it goes into detail on how to go around starting a business. Tyra, and the reader, will learn about having to spend money to start a business, how you need sales to cover your costs, how to reinvest in more stock, and hopefully eventually start to make profit. Whilst a lot of children's books would simply show the kids selling sweets and earning money Bright gives the book a more realistic edge, and shows that it takes time and effort, and perseverance, to keep at your own business and eventually start earning money.

This more detailed and realistic approach definitely made the book feel different, something that would stand out amongst other books that follow a similar kind of story. It even has a section in the back for kids to write in their own plans for how to start a business, with the narrative already having briefed them how to go about doing so.

The book also has a number of illustrations, and I have to be honest, I really like the style of the drawings. I first saw them on the books Twitter account, where there are even some animated versions of the characters (you should definitely go check it out!). The bright and bold images work really well, and the characters stand out on the page, with each of them looking clear and distinct enough so that kids will be able to follow along without much confusion.

Tyra's Sweet Shop is a fun and informative kids book that's trying something different, that isn't just pandering to kids, but explaining complex ideas in easy to understand ways so that they come out the end of it having learnt something; all whilst enjoying a story of a little girl selling sweets so that she can buy herself a new bike.


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Saturday 19 June 2021

Star Wars Adventures: The Weapon of a Jedi #1 – Comic Review

 


Originally published on Set The Tape


Based upon the junior novel of the same name by Jason Fry, published in the build up to the release of Star Wars: The Force Awakens, Alec Worley brings this overlooked Luke Skywalker adventure to a new audience. Originally made into comic form across four parts in Star Wars – The Official Magazine it’s now being presented in two extra sized issues from IDW.

The story takes place after the events of Star Wars: A New Hope, Luke is a hero in the Rebellion for having blown up the Death Star, and whilst our heroes are still riding high from that victory they know that they still have a lot of work ahead of them. As such, Luke has been working with the rest of Red Squadron to harry Imperial forces, and perform covert missions. After a brief encounter with Imperial forces Luke gets assigned to collect important communication logs with the assistance of C-3PO and R2-D2.

However, whilst on his mission he feels something tugging on his mind through The Force, strange visions of him at some kind of temple deep in the forest of a planet. Whilst on his mission he feels that same pull when he nears the planet Devaron. When his Y-Wing is damaged by an Imperial patrol Luke decides it’s the perfect excuse to head down to Devaron and investigate these strange visions.

The Weapon of A Jedi is one of the better books for adaptation into the Star Wars Adventures series. Much like the last junior novel adaptation, Star Wars Adventures: Smuggler’s Run, it was always written with younger readers in mind, and whilst there is going to be work needed to adapt it it’s certainly an easier job for Alec Worley over the more adult oriented books in the canon. And for the most part the story hasn’t really lost anything from the original book, with Worley being able to bring a lot of what made that book a lot of fun into the comic.

That being said, it does feel a little weaker than some of the other issues of Star Wars Adventures, though this has nothing to do with the work Worley has put into it. The main thing that jumped out at me as feeling a bit off was the artwork, created by penciller Ruairi Coleman, and colourist Chris O’Halloran. I’m not even sure how to describe my issues with the art, because it’s mostly great, though it does at times feel more anime inspired than other issues of Star Wars Adventures, and the colours can feel a bit flat at times. But I think this might be because, as previously mentioned, the story was originally produced for a magazine rather than specifically as comic issues, and perhaps this means there wasn’t as strict demands on the quality of the piece.

Despite my issues with the art the book was very enjoyable for the most part, and it was great seeing the team put in new details to the story, such as filling the backgrounds of the spaceport and the settlement on Devaron with aliens from across the Star Wars universe that weren’t mentioned in the original novel.

Overall the first issue of Star Wars Adventures: Weapon of a Jedi was an enjoyable read, though not one that really set my world on fire. Knowing that the second half of the story has much more happening in it I’m hoping that the conclusion will at least be a little more exciting once that issue arrives.


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Friday 18 June 2021

Shockwave: Hong Kong Destruction – Film Review

 

Originally published on Set The Tape


Shockwave: Hong Kong Destruction opens big, with the first moments of the film showing Hong Kong International Airport being quickly evacuated as an out of control train crashes through the building. If that wasn’t enough the train is packed with nuclear missiles and a slow motion explosion rocks through the building, destroying everything and everyone in its path.

After opening with a literal bang the film slows down a bit as we go back in time and join a pair of bomb disposal experts, Poon Sing-fung (Andy Lau) and Tung Cheuk-man (Sean Lau), working for the Hong Kong police. After seeing the two of them working together for a bit, Poon ends up injured in an explosion and loses a leg. After recovering in hospital and learning to walk with a prosthetic he makes getting back to work his mission, but the police department don’t think a disabled man should be on the front lines, even if he’s fitter than everyone else on the force.

Three years later when a terrorist attack blows up a function at a Hong Kong hotel Poon is found unconscious at the scene, leading him to be one of the chief suspects in the attack. However, when he wakes up with no memory of who he is or what happened, Poon will have to find a way of finding the truth, of discovering if he was working with terrorists, and if so, how he can stop them from striking again.

A standalone sequel to Shockwave, this film doesn’t require audiences to have seen Andy Lau’s previous entry in the series. Not only does the film stand by itself as a complete story, none of the actors are even playing the same characters they did in the first movie, making this one of those rare films where you can completely discount the original and jump straight in for some great action and thrills.



The central story, of a bomb disposal expert injured in the line of duty and left abandoned by the people he dedicated his life to, becoming so disillusioned that he turns into a bomber himself isn’t a new one. But having what appears to be the villain of the piece losing his memory and working to stop his own plot is a genius idea, and one that is done so well throughout Shockwave: Hong Kong Destruction. There are times where the audience doesn’t know if Poon is a bad guy or if he’s being set up, whether he’s a terrorist or if he was undercover, and just how he’s going to fall now that he’s essentially a new person is one of the more interesting parts of the movie.



However, it’s not all deep discussions on what makes someone who they are and if having a clean slate can make you a new person, as the film is also packed with brilliantly choreographed action sequences. There are tense scenes of bomb disposals as the man trying to disarm the device is being shot at by a sniper; police and terrorists clash in busy public places; there’s a huge hospital shoot out; and even a chase scene across rooftops and over traffic. I’ve seen Andy Lau referred to as the Asian Tom Cruise, and it’s easy to see why, as some of the sequences in this film would be well at home in a Mission Impossible feature.

The film also shines a light on how disabled people can often be treated by society, how even if they’re able to function no differently from able-bodied people they get treated as less. It’s one part of the film that I particularly liked. Whilst Lau plays Poon well and displays a great deal of sensitivity towards his injury, with small things like him having to adjust the way he runs mid-chase because of his ill-fitting prosthetic, there will be some people who say the role should have gone to an amputee actor, and they do have a point. That being said, Lau did a great job in the role, and it never once felt like they were poking fun at the disabled community.

With some terrific action sequences, some great performances, and some truly over the top storytelling, Shockwave: Hong Kong Destruction is one of those action movies that I’d be happy to go back to time and time again.


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Thursday 17 June 2021

Sexuality: A Graphic Guide by Meg-John Barker - Book Review

 


'Sex can seem like a house of horrors – full of monsters and potential pitfalls. We often live with fear, shame and frustration when it comes to our own sexuality, and with judgement when it comes to others’. Sex advice manuals, debates over sex work and stories of sexual ‘dysfunction’ add to our anxiety.

'With compassion, humour, erudition and a touch of the erotic, Meg-John Barker and Jules Scheele shine a light through the darkness and unmask the monsters in this illustrated guide. From sexual identities to having sex, to desire, consent and relationships, we’ll explore the invention of sex as we know it and imagine sex as it could be. Along the way, we’ll move past thinking of sex as meaning just one thing, defined by the genders of those doing it, instead making space for lots of different types of attraction, desire, relationship and act.'

I have to admit, I came to this book with some misconceptions in my head about what to expect. I was thinking that this was going to be a graphic novel aimed at teens to help teach about sex and sexuality, but I was somewhat surprised to find that the book was actually more of an illustrated text, with the writing to art ratio being pretty even, and that it was written in a way that didn't try to simplify things, and talked about the subject in a much more in depth way.

The book reads less like a graphic novel and more like an eduicational textbook, which I guess it really is. It takes its time to go into not just the modern ideas about sexuality, but the history of the subject, and will take the reader in a journey that goes back to the ancient world as it explains how sexulity was seen at different points in history, and not just how this changed, but also why.

Readers are introduced to different therapists, scientists, and doctors who have had an impact in this field over the centuries, and it explores how they came to their decisions about what sexuality is, and how this would go on to shape and inform those that came after, not just from an accademic point of view, but also how these conclusions shaped and influenced society as a whole.

Whilst it was great that the book tackled so much, and didn't just gloss over the subject in order to provide a book that gives reader the basics the main down side to this was a few times it felt like it was perhaps trying to take on too much, especially for the size of the book. There were times where I found myself wanting to know more about a particular aspect, or a certain time, but the book had to move on to talk about the next part of the topic. As such, I think of this book as a great stepping stone, as a good introduction the topic that can get people interested, but would perhaps see some people having to turn to other resources if they wanted to learn more.

This isn't a bad thing though, and it means that Sexuality: A Graphic Guide makes for a great first step in learning more about this topic. It will provide you with a good broad knowledge on the subject, one that could answer all of your questions, but it might also spark your interest in a certain area or a specific figure and make you want to delve deeper into it than you first thought you would. 

One of the things that was pleasantly surprising was the way it was written to be accessible to younger readers, whilst also not alienating older readers. Sexuality is something that we should, in theory, have all learnt about in school. But the truth is that quite often the education system lets people down in this regard, and as such there are a lot of adults out there who have very ill informed or basic views on the subject. If this book were just aimed at younger readers, made too simple or too bright, it might turn away older readers who want to explore this subject, but Sexuality: A Graphic Guide sidesteps these pitfalls, making it an accessible and engaging read for people from all ages.


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Wednesday 16 June 2021

I Am Samuel – Documentary Review


 

Originally published on Set The Tape


Content Warning: Descriptions of homophobic violence.


The new documentary feature I Am Samuel is the latest piece from director Peter Murimi, who wanted to create a film that examined life as a queer person in the deeply homophobic landscape of Kenya, where homosexuality is punishable by law with up to fourteen years in prison, and where extreme violence against queer people is commoplace.

The film follows Samuel Asilikwa, a young man who grew up in rural Kenya with his parents. Shot over five years, the documentary sees him being asked by his family why he hasn’t found himself a wife yet, before he moves to the busy city of Nairobi where he can find work. It’s here that he not only makes new friends, but finds the love of his life, a man named Alex. Over the course of the film we see the struggles that Samuel and Alex face, what happens when Samuel’s family learn the truth about him, and the acceptance they fight hard to gain by the end.

I Am Samuel begins on a pretty strong note, making it clear that this isn’t going to be like a lot of other queer documentaries you’ll have seen. After being introduced to the two men the shot cuts to some blurry footage filmed on a phone of a gay man, stripped, laying on the ground, and being kicked and beaten by a crowd of people as they scream obscenities at him and threaten to kill him. Even though the footage is shaky, and much has been blurred out, it still hits incredibly hard, and shows the audience that this is a very different situation than some of us are used to. This isn’t just a story about people being their authentic selves, but doing so in a place where it can get you killed.



Over the course of the film we see how dangerous it is for Samuel and Alex to even let the documentary crew into their lives, and how something as simple as them flying a rainbow flag inside their home could get them seriously hurt. But, it’s not all awfulness for the two of them, as you can see how much they both care for each other, and how their small circle of friends not only accepts them, but cares deeply for them.

Samuel’s parents, Redon and Rebecca, are poor farmers living in the countryside, and despite obviously not being as comfortable with the documentary crew as Samuel is they still allow them into their home, they talk about their lives, and about how much they care for Samuel. It’s through his parents that we get a clearer understanding of some of the difficulties that Samuel and other queer people in Kenya face, how hatred of the LGBTQ+ community is so ingrained and normalised. They clearly love him dearly, but when Samuel does finally reveal that he and Alex are in a romantic relationship it’s one thing that they cannot handle.



During the several months that Samuel is told he’s unwelcome with his family we get a beautiful moment when the two of them gather their friends together in their small apartment and pledge their undying love to each other, where they talk about how they see the other as their soulmate, and how despite the hate they face their love means so much to them. They then exchange rings. This is the closest the two of them will get to being able to be married in their home country, but this simple, beautiful act of love and defiance in the face of oppression is so strong and so important.

Thankfully, this isn’t the only moment of love winning through, and after months of not speaking to Samuel his father calls him home, and tells him to bring Alex with him too. Not only does Samuel get to reforge his relationship with his parents, but they come to accept Alex into their home too. This is one of the best moments of the film for me, and one with such an important message. It shows the audience that even when people have deeply ingrained beliefs, when they’ve been taught for decades that something is evil and that it should be fought against, in the end love can still win through. Samuel’s family might not have known how to handle the news that their son was gay to begin with, but over time they came to realise that their love for him mattered more.

It doesn’t mean things are perfect for Samuel and Alex though, as they’ve now moved to Europe in anticipation of a violent reaction to the film, even though it’s not being released in Kenya. This is something they’ve both had to live with, and at one point we see the wounds Samuel’s roommate receives from a gang because they thought he was Samuel. The world is still a frightening and dangerous place for a lot of queer people, but there’s still a lot of hope and love in the world too. I Am Samuel shows how in the end people can learn to be better, to do better, and accept that love is just love, and that queer people deserve to live in peace. Hopefully this is a message that will spread, and could one day make the world a better place.


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