Book & film reviews, and more from Amy Walker, a trans, disabled writer and reviewer from the UK.
Wednesday, 4 September 2019
The Sinking City - Game Review
I've only recently begun to dip my toe into the waters of Lovecraft and Cthulhu mythology, having been sent copies of the Sherlock Holmes vs Cthulhu trilogy to read by Titan Books. Thankfully, I was drawn to these books through my love of Sherlock Homes, and quickly found myself become drawn to the Cthulhu mythology presented there. I began to read through the collected works of H.P. Lovecraft, and whilst finding a great deal of his work to be very much a product of their time and filled with uncomfortably racist views and words, the underlying storytelling was incredibly interesting, and I enjoyed what he had made. As such, I found myself drawn to the Cthulhu mythos presented in other media too, especially video games.
The Sinking City is one of the most recent games to draw upon the works of Lovecraft, and presents players with an open world to explore.
Players take on the role of Charles Reed, a former U.S. Navy diver during World War One who has since become a private investigator. Prior to the events of the game Reed was stationed on board a ship, the U.S.S. Cyclops, which sank under mysterious circumstances. Ever since he has been plagued with strange visions, and has gained unusual abilities of observation that help him with his cases. Reed is drawn to the flooded city of Oakmont to investigate the visions that have been plaguing him, and others who have travelled to Oakmont.
The Sinking City is essentially a detective game, where players are sent on various cases across the city in order to unravel the larger mystery. I was thrown by this at first, as the game doesn't hold your hand after taking you through the first case. You're told where you need to go, and then that's it. The whole city is yours to do with as you wish.
Unlike a lot of other games that are set in a large city none of these areas are initially shut off to you or filled with high level enemies that prevent you from exploring, like in Grand Theft Auto or Assassin's Creed games. You can travel from one side of Oakmont to the other, finding important buildings and landmarks, and unlocking fast travel points, something that actually made the rest of the game a lot easier.
I found myself doing this a lot towards the beginning of the game, and picked up a number of optional side-cases that kept me busy for a number of hours before I went back to the main story. The cases, both main ones and the optional variety, give you vague hints that you have to work out yourself. You don't get a way-point to travel to, but a rough description of the location which you have to find on your map. Sometimes you have to question people, other times you will have to consult city and criminal archives to try and piece together the puzzle. This gives a big sense of accomplishment when you finally figure out where you've got to travel to, and makes even simple navigation different from most other games.
The crime scenes themselves often require a lot of investigating, and I'd sometimes find myself missing some tiny piece of evidence tucked away in the corner that I needed in order to move the case forward. However, even when you do find all of the evidence the game doesn't tell you the solution, and you have to come to that yourself, piecing together the pieces in Reed's mind palace. Here you can come to your own conclusions, choosing who to trust, who to side against, and how you want the case to end.
These choices aren't right or wrong, and often there are arguments for why each outcome is the right one. Ultimately, you will find yourself drawing upon your own opinions and sense of ethics to decide who the real villains are, and if giving up on your own moral code is worth a easy resolution.
Behind all of this investigation, however, is the story of an ancient evil that is close to awakening, and the role that Charles has to play in its fate. The world of Oakmont is filled with twisted creatures and supernatural forces, some that are competing to free Cthylla from her sleep, and others that have their own agendas.
The world of The Sinking City is seeped in Lovecraftian touches, with side quests, characters, and tiny details all containing nods to both the Cthulhu mythos and other Lovecraft stories. There's Robert Throgmorton, the ape-like gangster who's a nod to the story Facts Concerning the Late Arthur Jermyn and His Family, the presence of the creepy Johannes Van der Berg who takes inspiration from The King In Yellow, the inclusion of Innsmouthers, just to name a few. It's clear that the team behind the game have a lot of love for the source material, and have chosen to make this a world very much built upon it. It takes the work of Lovecraft and creates a world inspired by it, rather than one that would fit nicely into it such as the 2018 Call of Cthulhu game.
Despite all these things that I enjoyed the game has it's faults. The combat isn't brilliant, and sometimes I'd end up killed because of clunky controls or bad camera controls that meant I got backed into a corner with no way out. Occasionally things wouldn't load properly, and I'd occasionally have rooms where some of the objects were glowing bright colours, or there would be walls with no textures. I even found myself in an inescapable room once and had to reload.
The game isn't perfect, and has bugs, but I couldn't bring myself to dislike it. There was something about the world that Frogwares had created, and the game-play experience that hooked me. I enjoyed exploring Oakmont, I wanted to solve every side case, and I wanted to see what happened next in the story. The Sinking City might not be one of the best polished games I've played this year, but it was certainly one of the most enjoyable.
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Monday, 2 September 2019
Marvel Action: Spider-Man #7 – Comic Review
Originally published on Set The Tape
Peter Parker, Miles Morales, and Gwen Stacey swing into action in issue seven of Marvel Action: Spider-Man as they come up against the dastardly cat burglar Black Cat.
When the three young heroes find a burglar breaking into a jewellery store they inadvertently end up catching Walter Hardy, one of the best cat burglars in the world. Whilst this may initially seem like a good thing it turns out that Walter has a daughter, Felicia Hardy, who soon sets her sights on revenge against the Spider Squad for getting her father sent to prison. The super powered cat burglar draws the heroic trio into a trap, where she uses her ability to cause bad luck in people to cause the heroes to lose in spectacular fashion.
Black Cat makes a pretty good first appearance here, using one of her lesser known abilities to cause a lot of trouble for our heroes. The run of bad luck that they experience not only allows her to win against them, but also to drive a wedge between them. The three heroes have a few victories under their belts by this point, but are still a fairly new team, and as such there’s a lot of tension between them as they try to figure out their places.
This is something that runs throughout the issue. Peter is trying to be a leader and mentor to the others, using his longer experience as Spider-Man to lead them into their fight against crime. Whilst this makes a degree of sense due to him having been a hero for longer and having developed their web shooters, he’s still a teenager, and barely older than the others. He’s unsure of himself, and doesn’t know if he has what it takes to be a leader.
Gwen by contrast is very much the stronger member of the group, wanting to charge her way into any given situation. She’s headstrong, and is afraid that inaction might mean that a bad guy could get away. She’s clearly had to fight for her place in the world before, being a young woman, and isn’t sure that she’s able to follow someone else.
Miles is the most unsure member of the group. He’s even struggling to find a name for himself. This was a situation I was wondering how the book would address. Having originated in the Ultimate universe, Miles became Spider-Man following the death of Peter Parker, and even kept that name when he became part of the 616 universe, though that also included a much older Peter. Here Peter isn’t as old, and isn’t as well established as the 616 Spider-Man, so it’s still unclear if he’s the kind of person willing to share the title of Spider-Man, though from his comments that Miles should call himself Spider-Man 2 it might be something this Peter isn’t so comfortable with.
This sense of conflict between the three, and their struggle to find their places within a team is brilliantly highlighted with the inclusion of Black Cat, and something that I’m looking forward to seeing develop over the next few issues. The villain is sure to push the heroes further, but whether or not they come to find themselves by the end of this story remains to be seen.
As always the artwork by Fico Ossio is wonderful, and is able to capture wonderful moments of character interaction, which is no easy feat when they all have their faces covered. Fico manages to bring life to static masks, able to create expressions that convey so much emotion. There’s also the option of a variant cover with artwork from Nicoletta Baldari, which is both completely different from Fico’s work, yet captures the sense of fun that fills the book.
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Thursday, 29 August 2019
Becoming Disabled
It's been a long while since I wrote a personal piece on this site, years even. For the most part things have been going well for me, and I've not really felt the need to share, but truthfully, I've been through a lot lately and felt the need to share.
I've been sick for several months now. It didn't start as anything serious, and at first I thought that it was just my bad leg giving me trouble. But the pain kept getting worse, and began to spread. It went from one bad knee to pain throughout my whole lower body. Then it spread further. I began to get pain in my hands, and started to find it difficult to do even simple tasks.
Work began to get more and more difficult, and I regularly had to sit in my car and cry before I was able to drive home because of how much pain I was in. It got harder and harder to get over my days working, and all my time off was spent in pain and tired, trying to get myself psyched up to going back to work again.
My doctors were worried about my symptoms and decided to test me for Arthritis, but the tests came back negative. Whilst waiting for these results things got worse for me, and I started to develop intense pain on the palms of my hands and soles of my feet. Standing would cause me pain, and holding things would feel like the skin was being stripped off my palms.
When this developed into just being touched by people feeling like my skin was burning, or that i was being cut my doctors started to worry that I was suffering from Fibromyalgia.
This is where I am right now. Multiple doctors are saying that this is the likely cause for what I'm going through, especially as all my symptoms lining up. I'm waiting on seeing a Rheumatologist in a few months time to see if I will be diagnosed. Until then I'm stuck in agony, taking pills that barely take the edge off the pain whilst I'm waiting to be told told what's wrong with me.
Sadly, things have deteriorated to the point where I can't work anymore. I was unable to perform my job, and even when trying it would leave me close to tears. I can't walk more than five minutes without it taking everything out of me, and some days just getting out of bed takes everything I have.
One of the worst things about this whole thing hasn't been the physical pain, though, it's been the emotional pain. I feel like my body has turned against me, and that's what hurts the most. I want to carry on being me, to be able to live my life the way I did before. I want to be able to have the job that I loved. I want to be able to go places with people. I just want to be the way I was.
That's been the hardest part. I'm disabled. I can't do everything that I could before. I need help doing simple things, and even then I struggle. And coming to accept that has been the hardest thing. Disabled wasn't a descriptor that I ever thought would apply to me, and in some ways I felt shame when it did. I know that that sounds horrible, and I don't mean that disabled people are bad in any way, or that they should feel shame, but it was the first thing that I felt at the time. I felt like it was somehow my fault, and that I was letting people down.
I felt that I was letting down the charity I worked for, and that stopping work for my health was a bad thing. I felt that I was making it so my partners and I couldn't go places or do things because I was unable to be physical. I felt like I was worth nothing because I was stuck at home. But that's not true. That's how a society that's obsessed with work and capitalism wants me to feel. Society wants me to feel bad because I don't have a job anymore, to be ashamed for receiving disability benefits to survive. But I won't feel bad about that. I didn't choose to be sick. I didn't do this to myself. And I won't feel guilty for trying to survive.
I'm disabled now. That's my life. Maybe I'll get better one day, maybe I wont. But either way, I won't be made to feel bad for what I'm going through. I'm disabled, and I'm proud that I'm surviving.
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Wednesday, 28 August 2019
Spider-Man And His Amazing Friends Coming To Disney Junior
Whilst Marvel may have lost the rights to use Spider-Man in their movies, Disney can still use the character in a variety of other media, and the company is making the most of this by bringing Spider-Man and his Amazing Friends to Disney Junior in 2021.
The Marvel Animation and Family Entertainment series will follow Peter Parker, Miles Morales, and Gwen Stacey as Spider-Man, Spider-Man, and Ghost Spider respectively, as they battle villains and get in adventures. The series will also see them teaming up with other heroes, including Ms. Marvel, Hulk, and Black Panther.
'Preschool kids already love Spidey, so they'll be delighted to have Peter Parker thwipping across their screens in this new series,' said the senior vice president of Marvel Animation and Family Entertainment, Cort Lane. 'Everyone at Marvel is thrilled to launch our first preschool series on Disney Junior, the gold standard platform for the audience. We believe parents and kids will be excited about these stories filled with themes of friendship, cooperation, solving problems, and using your abilities to help others.'
Despite the series being obviously geared towards young children a number of 'fans' have taken to social media to complain about the show, claiming that it's aimed at too young an audience, or that it has somehow 'ruined' the original Spider-Man and his Amazing Friends from the 1980's. Thankfully, many more people have praised Marvel for making a show aimed at young children, and for the beautiful animation style.
Spider-Man and his Amazing Friends is set to premier on Disney Junior in 2021.
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Tuesday, 27 August 2019
Marvel What If...? To Feature Peggy Carter As Captain Britain
Details for the upcoming Marvel animated series Marvel What If...? have been revealed at D23. The series will have 23 episodes, one for each of the movies released so far, and will show an alternate story-line for each.
Marvel Studios president Kevin Feige revealed a number of characters would be involved, including Iron Steve Rogers, a Zombie Captain America, and Peggy Carter as Captain Britain. Feige was joined on stage by Peggy Carter Actress Hayley Atwell, who will be reprising the role for the animated series.
Marvel What If...? will premier on Disney+ in 2021.
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The Whispers of Wilderwood Hall by Karen McCombie - Book Review
'Ellis is losing track of time... Following her mother's marriage to a famous rock star, Ellis moves to a crumbling old mansion in the wilds of Scotland. Far away from her friends and familiarity, she finds waves of anxiety rolling in and threatening to capsize her. But when she finds herself whisked back to the world of 1912 where she meets lonely servant girl Flora, Ellis finally feels like she's home. But living in the past might not be as perfect as it seems... and is there more to hope for in the present than she first thought? A stunning new novel from much-loved author Karen McCombie, The Whispers of Wilderwood Hall will take you from the heart of the highlands to the top deck of the Titanic.'
When 13-year-old Ellis' mother remarries a famous musician her whole life is turned upside down. The whirlwind relationship and sudden marriage throw her completely, and she finds herself suffering from panic attacks and strange dizzy spells. Things get even worse for Ellis when her mother packs up their old life in London, and transports Ellis up into an old mansion in the Scottish highlands.
The dilapidated Wilderwood Hall is supposed to be a new start for Ellis and her mother, who's planned to renovate the old mansion and turn the stable block into a state of the art recording studio. But Ellis can't find happiness in the walls of Wilderwood as she worries about her future in this new family. Then Ellis begins to hear strange whispering in the walls, and soon finds herself slipping back in time to 1912, where she befriends a young maid named Flora.
It took me a while to get into The Whispers of Wilderwood Hall. The book begins with Ellis at her mothers wedding, an event that she clearly doesn't approve of or like. From here Ellis stays in a perpetual state of disapproval and moodiness. I understand that things have changed fast for Ellis, that she has had her entire life thrown upside down, but she doesn't seem to be able to find happiness in anything.
Ellis is intensely jealous of her mothers new relationship, and holds a grudge against her for almost the entire book. Her mother is juggling dozens of builders and contractors to restore Wilderwood Hall, all on her own because her new husband is touring, and Ellis gets angry every time she has to make a phone call. She wants her mothers undivided attention and can't stand it when she doesn't have it. She doesn't want her mother to speak to anyone but her, and any time that she speaks to her husband, RJ, she assumes they're plotting against her.
This sense of jealousy and self centred views gets worse when RJ's daughter Eloise turns up out of the blue. Eloise is clearly a very hurt young woman, a girl that's been betrayed and manipulated by her mother and put into a situation she hates, but Ellis hates her presence and gets moody when she and her mother need time alone to sort things out. Ultimately, Ellis comes across as a very unlikable character, one who has to be the centre of everyone's attention and life, and throws a mood if she's not.
During all of this Ellis begins to find herself slipping backwards in time to Wilderwood Hall when it was first built. She discovers that no one can see or hear her, except for a young maid named Flora. At first Flora thinks that Ellis is some kind of spirit or ghost, but the two of them soon form a friendship, with Ellis finding the trips back in time to be a nice distraction from her regular life.
As things begin to work out in the modern world, with Ellis coming to realise that her new family actually care about her and aren't trying to ruin her life, she makes some startling discoveries in the past. Flora isn't the kind and put upon girl that she makes out to be, but is the evil person that the rest of the household believe. She hurts others, steals, and even murders animals.
This revelation helps Ellis to find her place in the real world, as she realises that sometimes horrible people hide behind a nice face, and those that really care about you might not obviously show it. Ultimately, these journeys back in time help to show Ellis how good her new life is, and how much she's cared for.
There's more to the story, including the ultimate fate of Flora than I'm going to go into here, and the connection between Flora and Ellis, small little details that hint at perhaps more than just coincidences, but perhaps a hand of fate.
The Whispers of Wilderwood Hall is an interesting time travel book, one that focuses on how it affects someone personally, rather than some big question of how you can affect the past and change the present. It focuses on people, and has a very real, relate-able story at it's core. Aimed at teens, I'm sure that those within the core demographic will thoroughly enjoy it.
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Monday, 26 August 2019
Joker Trailer Release Date Announced
The official Instagram page for the upcoming DC movie Joker has shared six short teasers for the film, and tease the release of the first official trailer.
Each of the teasers have a mixture of footage that was released in the first teaser trailer, as well as new footage. However, eagle eyed fans spotted the brief flashes that have appeared in each. When paused these flashes reveal a piece of a hand written message, that when put together reveal the date for the trailer release.
It appears that the trailer is set for a Wednesday 28th of August release.
The film is set to star Joaquin Phoenix in the titular role, as well as Frances Conroy, Brett Cullen, Douglas Hodge, and Robert De Niro. Joker will be released in theatres on October 4th 2019.
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Turning Darkness Into Light by Marie Brennan – Book Review
Originally published on Set The Tape
Turning Darkness Into Light returns readers to the popular world of the Memoirs of Lady Trent series in this new, standalone spin-off sequel. Centring on Audrey Camherst, the granddaughter of the famous Lady Trent, Turning Darkness Into Light is principally a mystery story, centred around a series of ancient artefacts that Audrey is hired to help translate.
In all honesty, I found it a little difficult to get on with the book to begin with, despite how interesting this initial set-up was. This was mainly due to the fact that it was filled with places and things that I had never heard of before. Places such as Akhia and Falchester were talked about without any explanation of where they were or what they were like, Draconians and the Watchers Heart were mentioned in passing with no context, and important political and social events that were vital to the story were not gone into in any great detail.
Now, I know what you’re going to say, this is a sequel to a five book series, so of course it will be talking about things that fans would already know about about. And that’s a perfectly reasonable thing, and once I got over that and picked up the basics as the story unfolded I found myself much more drawn in than I was initially expecting.
Audrey is something of a fascinating lead, a young woman who doesn’t fit into societal norms thanks to her independent streak and some slightly racist views towards her dark complexion. She is like most of her family, someone who is interested in the world and fascinated with history. She wants to contribute something to the world the way her grandmother did and is determined to leave her mark. However, despite these strengths she is at times very impulsive, idealistic, and even naive. Over the course of the book, which is several months, we get to see Audrey lose some of these attributes and grow as a person, though even she admits that she makes several silly mistakes even towards the end of her adventure.
Audrey, as a philologist, is hired to translate ancient tablets belonging to the Draconian people, a race of humanoid dragons. The Draconians, only recently discovered to exist by Audrey’s grandmother, are preparing to meet with human politicians in order to petition their independence as their own nation, and the owner of the tablets wants to cash in on this by having them translated in time. Whilst it initially seems like Lord Glenleigh, the man who found the tablets, is simply trying to make a little money on the side by releasing the translation, Audrey begins to learn that the contents of the tablets may have a huge impact on the future of both races.
The slow unfolding of the tablets is initially interesting as it sheds a lot of light on both this world that I was unfamiliar with, but also the Draconian people. However, as more and more of the tablets were translated, and their impact upon the world became more apparent I found myself getting further invested. Then, when hints emerged that there may be more going on than initially thought, and a possible conspiracy, I was hooked. I couldn’t put the book down because I was desperate to find out what happened next, and only stopped reading because I realised I’d been reading into the early hours in the morning. This happened more than once!
It was often the world around this story that captured my imagination, as I wanted to learn more about the political state of these wonderful new lands, and to discover their histories and cultures. The same went for the characters; Audrey might be a great lead, but she’s surrounded by loads of interesting side characters too. One that really hooked me was Cora, who over the course of the book drew my attention thanks to what appeared to be autistic traits. I was so fascinated with her that I even approached Marie Brennan on social media just to find out is Cora was autistic because I loved her character that much.
Marie Brennan managed to completely enthral me into this story and its characters in a way that was totally unexpected. I would never have thought that I would care so much about a fantasy world that I knew so little about, or would find translating ancient texts to be an incredibly tense and exciting story. This, for me, speaks volumes as to how well written the book is.
Thanks to Turning Darkness Into Light I’m going to be going back and reading not just the previous five entries in the series, but looking to check out other books that Marie Brennan has worked on. Turning Darkness Into Light is a book that took me totally by surprise, filled with wonderful, complex characters, and a plot that has so many twists and turns in it that you’ll never anticipate what is coming next, but will leave you hungry to read more. An absolutely wonderful read.
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Sunday, 25 August 2019
Lesbian Space Crimes!
American astronaut Anne McClain has been accused of committing the first ever recorded crime in space. NASA is investigating McClain after it was claimed that she accessed the bank account of her estranged wife, Summer Worden, whilst on board the International Space Station.
McClain and her wife have reportedly been involved in a bitter divorce battle for the last year, as well as fighting for custody over their son. According to a report in the New York Times Summer Worden filed a complaint with the Federal Trade Commission and the NASA Office of Inspector General accusing McClain of identity theft and improper access of her bank accounts whilst on the ISS.
McClain responded to the accusations through her lawyer, stating that she was merely accessing the account to check on her family's resources, and claimed that this was something that she had done on previous occassions. She said that she did so to make sure Worden had enough money to support their son.
Rusty Hardin, McClain's lawyer said, 'She strenuously denies that she did anything improper.'
A statement from NASA said that 'NASA has no statement on this and does not comment on personal or personnel matters. Anne McClain is an active Astronaut.'
The five space agencies involved in the space station,fromthe United States, Russia, Japan, Europe and Canada, have long-established procedures to handle any jurisdictional issues that arise when astronauts of various nations are orbiting Earth together. But the director of the Global Space Law Center at Cleveland State University, Mark Sundahl, said he was not aware of any previous allegation of a crime committed in space. NASA officials said they were also unaware of any crimes committed on the space station.
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Friday, 23 August 2019
Louisiana Governor Candidate Attacks Trans Community In New Advert
Ralph Abraham, the Republican party hopeful campaigning for the position of Louisiana Governor, has issued a new television advertisement that attacks abortion rights, and the transgender community.
The doctor and former veterinarian has been involved in politics since 2015, and has a history of anti-LGBTQ+ opinions and comments.
In his latest advertisement he made a list of 'truths'. In this list he claimed that government is too big, taxes are too high, and weighed in favour of second amendment rights. He also claimed that 'life begins at conception', and he said with a chuckle 'as a doctor, I can assure you, there are only two genders'.
Ralph Abraham has been a long term supporter of Donald Trump and has supported many of his administrations goals, including repealing the Affordable Care Act, and enforcing a travel ban that would stop people of Muslim faith entering the US. He has said that 'President Trump is doing a great job'.
He has also opposed the legalisation of same sex marriage, and co-introduced legislation to try and prevent the government form altering the definitions of 'sex' and 'gender' as a protected class, and to stop 'gender identity' from being included. In 2016, following the Orlando Pulse massacre, he issued a statement that did not mention the LGBTQ+ community, and instead focused on supporting America's troops, and blames ISIS.
Ralph Abraham is one of two major Republican contenders challenging the Democratic party member John Bel Edwards for Governor in October this year.
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